There’s something rather amazing about how life makes us go through wild-Turkey seasons. The craziness seems mad, until we find a method in the madness.
And then, we step over the tipping point, and all of the crazy, actually compounds, and makes sense in hindsight.
The thing though, especially when you’re going through trauma, is that you think that the trauma is against you. It’s actually implicitly for you. Yet, you cannot see it yet, because you’re too busy fighting the loss. But when you can accept the loss, you can step into recreation / Re- creation of new rules. And in a tornado of craziness you get to be the eye of the storm.
However, you must hone the storm not fight it. When you can settle into the madness, you bring light to it, and when you bring light, the darkness seeps away.
I’ve been battling with a trauma since 20 jan 2024. That’s nearly a year and a half. But, yesterday, I came to a conclusion, I’m going to give into it and see how I can optimize this state and work this situation to my advantage. Define clear pitfalls, and define clear boosters.
And that’s when I got my epiphany. The fear I’ve been rejecting, only needed to be embraced so that in doing so, you get to hone the full creative power of the hurricane surrounding you (in reality its simply that you’re in that situation because of the current internal dynamic and the only reason you’re affected by it, is because you haven’t mastered that part of yourself yet).
When you can step into the storm with the full knowing that it only affects you because you’re afraid of it the storm becomes your ally.
The crazy becomes the fuel for your ideas, and when you can catch them in flight, you actually have a more powerful system on your side than simply cowering away from the wild craziness of life.
Use the anarchy around you to create value for others. Embrace the crazy. Because 0.1mm further and you're on the side of genius.